Excruciating Agony: My Battle Against the Puzzling Pain of Cluster Headache Syndrome
It was a overcast weekday in the morning in the autumn of 2016. I worked as a teacher, attempting to manage a new class, when a intense pain bloomed behind my right eye. It was followed by quick shocks, similar to lightning bolts. As the school day progressed, the discomfort subsided and then came back with greater force. Multiple times that day I handed over a colleague with activities and hurried to the school bathroom to soak my face with cool water. I took paracetamol, but the agony remained unbearable.
The attacks appeared frequently that fall, and again in the spring, soon forming an yearly pattern. The autumn months were the most severe, then the late winter. I could predict the pattern: aura in the morning, early twinges on the train, full-blown pain in class by mid-morning. In late 2019, a GP eventually sent me to a specialist and I was given a diagnosis with cluster headaches.
This condition typically begin with intense discomfort around one eye that persists for three hours.
Approximately one in 1,000 people suffer by the disorder, and men are more often diagnosed. Cluster headaches typically start with abrupt, severe pain around a single eye that reaches its peak within a short time and lasts for up to three hours. Attacks occur in cycles, daily or several times a day, and are associated with tearing eyes, drooping eyelids or facial perspiration. There exists the episodic form, which arrives in periodic bouts; some patients have continuous cluster headaches, characterized by the lack of extended pain-free periods.
What unites patients is the intensity. One study scored the sensation at 9.7 10, more severe than bone fractures or other conditions. Another discovered a significant percentage of cluster patients reported thoughts of self-harm amid attacks; the number dropped to 4% when they were pain-free.
One patient, 74, a long-term sufferer from Wales, finds this understandable. Her episodes began when she was two. “I would throw myself on the ground and hit my head. That was attributed to being spoiled,” she says. Her condition deteriorated through childhood. Drinking in her teens, similar to several triggers, made things worse. After drinking alcohol at her school leaving party, she recalls hardly being able to see on the bus home.
Her family often mistook her episodes as intoxicated episodes. Support finally came from her father and then from her partner, Rod. “I was very lucky to find such an exceptional person,” she says. Hobbs took clerical work after relocating, but often concealed her illness. She was fired from one job, partly due to absences during attacks. Her breakthrough diagnosis came in the early 2000s at a national hospital.
Nevertheless, the inability to plan life around unpredictable pain took its toll. She particularly hated being unable to plan outings, being seen as flaky as a co-worker, and even having to be cared for by her children during the paralysis caused by the worst episodes. “It steals from you of the small liberties we don't appreciate until they're gone,” she says. She remembers winning tickets for a significant concert, only to have an episode inside a portable toilet.
Headaches have been documented across history. “The earliest description of headache originates from the ancient civilizations in antiquity,” write experts in a book on the topic. They linked the ailment to an malevolent entity who attacked his sufferers' heads.
Ancient healing texts suggest unusual treatments for what modern observers would describe as a migraine. In the medieval times, severe headache was recognised as a separate disorder, with treatments ranging from herbal concoctions to other, more superstitious cures.
It was a European physician who provided the first comprehensive account of a cluster-type attack. In his medical observations, he describes a patient “suffering with a very severe headache occurring and disappearing daily at fixed hours”.
The disorder were only formally recognised by global headache societies in 1988. From the 1960s to the late 1990s, they were thought to be caused by a problem with a major artery that supplies blood to the head. Leading experts in diagnosing the condition explain this.
In 1998, researchers released the findings of a study for which they had triggered cluster headaches in patients and monitored the episodes in a imaging machine. The data, featured in a prominent journal, showed increased activity of the hypothalamus, which is in charge for human sleep-wake cycles, when patients were in discomfort, and a deactivation when they felt better.
Despite such progress, diagnosis remains delayed. One man's attacks started in the 1980s and felt like “a balloon being inflated behind my left eye”. GPs thought he had a sinus issue; he underwent four surgeries before finally being correctly identified in recently, after a physician looked up his complaints.
Neurologists say wait times in diagnosing and treatment occur because patients are seldom seen during an episode. “You're tired and low, but not in agony,” a doctor says. He proceeds by ruling out other common head pain disorders, such as tension-type headache, before confirming the disorder. A thorough history is crucial: on which part of the head do signs appear? For how long? What season? Are there precipitating factors, such as alcohol? Certain characteristics such as redness, drooping eyelids and stuffy nose help verify cluster headaches. Once diagnosed, patients may be sent to dedicated clinics. But a lot of first go to emergency rooms or are given inadequate treatments.
Dorothy Chapman, 78, has experienced the condition for the majority of her life, although she has been free from an episode since recent years. When she was in her twenties, she had her molars pulled because dental professionals misunderstood her pain. She thinks the dental profession still need greater awareness. When another patient sought help from a charity, it was she who responded. The author recalls calling a helpline during an bout in 2021; a calm volunteer talked me through oxygen therapy and medication until the attack passed.
National guidelines on management recommend that patients are offered high-flow oxygen and/or a anti-migraine medication delivered by injection. No tablets or opioids should be used. Preventive choices include verapamil, which reportedly soothes the attacks of some individuals.
But consultant neurologists believe the guidance need revising to reflect a more defined clinical process and help GPs avoid incorrect prescriptions. For periodic patients, timing is everything: “The duration of the bout determines the approach.” Short cycles with occasional attacks are handled with abortive treatment only. Longer or more severe bouts require preventative medications such as verapamil, sometimes combined with corticosteroids. A significant number of patients also receive a nerve block injection during a cycle – an injection into the area of the skull where the pain is that decreases nerve signals.
The official guidelines need revising to reflect a